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( Oct. 11th, 2004 10:09 am)
Work sucks. School somewhat sucks. I'm not sure if it's comforting or not that anyone will ever read this, but whom the *expletive* cares. I think I may quit my job. Applebee's fucking sucks ass. I don't know. I'm just waiting for that "soon I'll be rich and famous" bit to come in my life, but the mere thought of thinking is really, really tiring.
I'm not sure what I'm talking about here, and I don't believe that I care. Oh well, such as life, blah, blah, blah.
I have so many thought, that it’s too cluttered to write out. At least now, anyway. It’s terrifying going out into the unknown- reading the unknown. Half of the time, I’m not sure what I’m writing about. After serious consideration, rereading, typing it out, reading it again, then I can figure out what it all means. What does this all mean?
Stream of consciousness… an interesting creative writing tool indeed! Geeze, work sucks. I don’t mean the type of work you’re proud of, or hard work, or working all day. It’s okay if at the end of the day, you know you’re getting paid appropriately. Unfortunately, this isn’t so for me.
It was a lot easier in grammar school- allowance, easy schoolwork, easy in general. But easy isn’t necessarily good. To go back in time? I prefer to look forward. But if I could just visit a particularly good day, then why not? It’s just a visit after all. I think it’s cool to look back and reflect.
Okay, I still don’t know what the hell I’m talking about. I’m okay with that, though.

Flip flopping- hah! What a funny term. What? You can’t change your mind? Especially when you get more perspective on a situation? Sometimes, people just have no common sense. Blah di blah; yada, yada, yada.

“They say freak, when you’re singled out. And the red, it filters through.”
“Trust has always been a problem for you. What you need is someone strong to guide you.”
“I know the pieces fit, cause I watched them fall away. No fault, none to blame. It doesn’t mean I don’t desire.”
“The whole race- genocide. Taking away all of our pride. Our whole race- genocide. Taking away… Watch it all fall down.”


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